Such a relief to know I'm not the only kid with a ****** up past . .
No one loves baggage, especially me
But I'm never looking back
It's not about living with regret,
Now you know to be more careful!

I'm in my head again
Overthinking my life and every decision I ever made about you!
I chose you first - mistake
You were worth it, but I wasn't
Mutual respect for eachother fell apart
- My values weren't yours, all you wanted from
  me was compromise in return for temporary
  happiness -

How could I live with grief eating me away?
I love you but it's clear you don't . . .
I should've known from the start, but to think we'd end up like this?
This could never be predicted
You go work on your self esteem, And I'll stop being careful!