A despicable thought eats through me,
And grinds my bones to dust.
Oh my tongue wants to scream it out loud
As I forge a smile when I answered yes.
...definitely Yes.
To your question.

The ideas are pulling me down.
Its stronger than gravity.
And I sink down below,
Beneath the line of wanting more to know

Yes curiousity killed me.
...It caught me by the neck,
And choked me till I'm all out of air
Till I'm all out of sense to connect.
No, I'm not strong enough to forget.

Satisfaction, please fasten me to my seat.
I can not give in every chance I get!
Dont want to regress and become so much less,
Than what I fear could be...