Can't you see? Just look out of you. This beauty comes not only from within, but from farm, field, mountain, and glen. Happenstance and luck had no place within what is simply heaven's grace. But yes another gift was choice, and yes what shakes is my voice because I cannot force this society's course. I cannot show you this is real, that it is not just how I feel. That this is truth. This is light. But what hurts the most is seeing the ghost, the old you, the knowing you, the you that's gone.
I wrote this poem in a rush of emotion after a close friend who had helped me establish my own faith confessed to me that she did not believe in God anymore.