we talk about living and waiting and wishing and aging. punks hiding in the dark on the cold concrete near a busy street; share a stolen cigarette lit by stolen matches drunk off stolen liquor. lovely little ladies little liars little loners little stoners complaining and comparing and contrasting and contemplating. reunions cold feet smokey words plastic spoons, drugs and hugs and "see you soon"s. repeat it every week different times, different places, sharing jackets kissing cheeks of familiar faces. crosswalks and cheap food late at night we all get bolder, this is what it feels like getting older.