I wanted to call you and tell you thank for caring and thank you for being here for me and all these other thank you's for being the most open hearted beautiful person I've ever met. But I didn't want to wake you up because it must be exhausting being perfect. And maybe we don't like the word perfect because its an over exaggeration of the human imagination but you're not someone I would've ever thought of meeting. So in a way you're an over exaggeration of my own mind. I want you here for a while. Cause maybe if I could be selfish that's what I'd wish for.