I imagine outer space to feel like this. like; no matter what, I can't lie down. seeing a star that close made all else seem so much less bright. I'm unimpressed. I just want to love again but, you left that spell on me. my eyes don't see color anymore, my arms aren't reaching. you printed poems onto my bones. my mouth won't let me say marvelous and my hands quit thinking. I'll turn to dust like this darling. I'll be a little sandstorm on your shore for awhile and dizzily dissolve into your winsome crashing.