I just spoke with my mother, She is helpful when she doesn't talk about me, When she talks about me its on how funny I am that I mess up so easily, On how funny my disability is, On how funny it is that I don't get something that a "normal" kid would get, On what a 9 year old gets and I don't, On how much I can't do, On telling me what I can't do because I can't adapt, On telling me why I can't do something when I don't want to hear it because I always know why, On what's basic knowledge of a 2 year old I still don't have, So I talked to my mom today and I feel a lot better about myself.