so it was there in a one-way mirrored sea like the symphonies of last nights missing like dreams, tying together a raft of flotsam and bottles with only their messages keeping them afloat, the rocks at the bottom of the glasses, delirium, the deserts of time, trying to re-member the mind dis-membered across a splitting headache that will teach you as much as zen anecdotes you tell other people, you only have what was already running out before, where someone left the idle shore to lose and be lost to you who will miss the bliss of whispers before that last kiss, like a grand mirage.