There's this feeling and it comes from specific moments. moments of familiarity and peace.
I'll be driving the same road I've driven everyday for two years and the sun shining through the trees reminds me that I'm here and there's a reason I'm here and there's a reason I'm here now.
I'll be sitting in the barn with boys I've sat in the barn with for hundreds of hours before and Dylan will laugh in the way he does and Liam will strike his match the way he does and I'll sit back and smile and be proud of this moment I'll be proud of these people I choose to spend time with, people that have chosen me.
I get that feeling when I look over from the passenger seat and I'll see Fiona twirling her hand out the window the way she does and she'll be blasting The Cars and that's how it's supposed to be