my dear I’m so far underwater
i can’t breathe
as i try to reach for bubbles of air they float up as i sink down
i see your hand
and like a fish to a hook i am drawn to grab you
who knew it would hurt so bad
she tore me away from you and threw me back in because she knew i was not good enough to fill her hunger for pain and your desire to be loved
my dear i am drowning
water now fills my lungs
i see you from down under
you gaze from the surface
i am helpless and i can see the same thing in your eyes
i stopped fighting
because i knew you couldn’t save me,
I’m gone
i have become another grain of sand that once was in your life
because she ripped me from your heavenly grasp
and i didn’t dare to try a swim back up
because my dear I rather drown then see you love her