Some days
I feel so optimistic
and happy.
Excitement and adoration is bursting
out of my heart
for my friends
for my life,
for everything.

But other days,
like today;
I feel disgusted.
My mouth contorts into a snarl
at the slightest annoyance around me.

                      You're not good enough.
                       You'll never be good enough.

   These are the thoughts that poison my mind.
              I just want it all to stop.
                        Let me be happy.