My eye lids start to close,
And I can see you,
In front of me,
All I want is for you,
To hold me close,
To dissapear in you,
I am so tired,
Of being strong,
Of pretending I'm okay,
I want to let go,
Let it all out,
I want you here beside me,
Urging me on,
But you're so far away,
I pushed you out,
I want to sleep at night,
I want to be alone,
I want to be together,
I want to understand,
These conflicting emotions.