"**** yourself!" "**** yourself!" the words say to me taunting me as they float above my head, I try to build a wall but they fly through it, "Your useless!" "Your useless!" they say as I am pecked, "It's ******* basic!" "It's ******* basic!" The words they flap around me blurring my vision, "It's something that a 9 year old would get!" "It's something that a 9 year old would get!" I start to cry, I falter but am not ready to fall yet, "Your so ******* selfish, 'it's all about me!" "Your so ******* selfish 'it's all about me!" I fall to the ground and try to cover my ears, but they peck at my hands so that I hear them, "I don't want to see you!" "I don't want to see you!" I start screaming, my ears are bleeding now, "Don't expect to get my approval when your this ******* selfish!" "Don't expect to get my approval when your this ******* selfish!" I try to get up but they dive at me striking my efforts, "What kind of son does this!" "What kind of ******* son does this to their mother!" I just lye there hopeless and I whisper a word, just one tiny word,