Everyday i feel a little broken inside,
always waiting to be fixed,
hoping someone would take the pain away,
leaving me with nothing except joy.

i was not one to quit,
but I'm at the edge,
i am nearly giving up,
i dont trust myself any longer.

i don't know how to be me anymore,
i don't know who I'm becoming,
everyday I'm hoping the curiosity will go,
even when i know nothing will be the same again.