Uhhhhh what are you thinking ? You never tell me .I always have to ask I'm tired of asking.But I don't want you to be mad .I want you to be in my life but we are miles apart .You are with your family I have mine I have responsibility to them .
How can this work I don't know .I'm frustrated  I want you and can't have you. Are you happy are you sad
I don't know I should but I don't. Rambling why do we want what we can't have ?
Not fair should not be this hard but is.
Reality . Why me after all these years a life time has passed between us .
I miss you .....