“Memory”

I know I was never the best among the others,
among the rest.
I know I can’t give you the love that you need,
It seems that the more I will love you the more you will bleed.

I know we can’t be together,
But hell! Satan knows how much I wanted you to stay with me forever.
Holding you tight pulling you closer,
Oh God! Why these memories do still makes me shiver.

I cried so loud while slowly letting go of your arms,
I leaved because I only cause you harm.
So now I’ll be just there on the corner,
Watching you both dance together.

I know there’s nothing I could do,
Thinking it again and again that I’m not the guys you’re bringing home,
And watching you dance together until dawn.

I know I can’t be the guy who meets your father,
Say hi to your mother,
Play basketball with your brother,
Bond with your sister.

“I know I can’t be your lover”

I know I’ll be dancing on my own,
I was crying so hard in my tears I almost drown.
I Know I must let you be,
With someone in where you are happy.

So then I started to count from one to three,
And promised that I’ll close my eyes cover my ears and accept the fact
That every chances we take, all kiss we make
was just a memory.