You all thought I was out of my bounds , that rope stopped cutting my skin I tear at my flesh every night in front of the mirror , and I wash the blood away with my sadness It's not easy being two types of people I'll try to let you understand I was wrapped in pink as soon as they wiped the blood off of me And just because I prefer he Doesn't mean no one else is screaming , sorry , I will try to duck tape there mouth I am still trapped behind the glass and only my fingers every slip threw my chamber door Please don't love me , I will only cause you to be confused I only get a small taste of the whine If only I had the courage to cut a slit to let them out of me If only By Alex Haynes
This is when I got really depressed about feeling female and male