every night I go to bed and say “just don’t” every night I lay awake and say “just don’t” because two negatives make a positive right? and maybe if I think about us long and hard enough I can jumpstart my water circus and finally ******* cry for once but *******, birdie ******* this is supposed to be a friendship poem filled with all the good things about us and I turned it into me I turned it ugly again but you sister are beautiful