boys don't come with manuals how-to guides, or instructions but i hope this will help you to somewhat understand the troubled mind he is.
he's not very good at remembering plans, you'll have to remind him constantly he'll apologize, but he'll do it again you'll get used to it.
he will put his family before you in a sense, it is admirable. he won't introduce you to his brothers, he isn't close to them anyway, his mother is judgmental but accepting. his father left his mother years ago; but he still sends him half his paycheck every week something he complains about but he does it out of love. the only women he loves more than you are his sisters the elder will hate you, he'll tell you she doesn't, but you know the way she'll avoid your looks and hiss at him, "she's here" when you come to visit.
he's tall and lanky you'll want to laugh at how he walks he'll fold over in half just to kiss you you wonder how he does it. he's as skinny as a twig - (strange considering the only dates you go on are for food) but his arms are strong he'll carry you home, to bed and hold you close always- to make you feel safe, or because he feels safe with you i don't know.
his face is a bit paler than the rest of him but on his cheeks glow many freckles that sparkle like millions of stars they go across his strawberry shaped nose you'll try to count every one as you lie on his chest and he rests his chin on top of your head in the serenity of outer space.
he doesn't know much about soccer but he'll support any team you don't just to bother you. it's cute. he'll listen to you talk all day about a bad game and he'll mention something he read about it even though you were the one who showed him that article. you won't say anything even when he pronounces the foreign team name wrong.
he's passionate about film he wants to be a producer some day he could do it too if he tried and didn't spend all his money on **** and gifts for you. he'll talk to you about his favorite movies, but not about the plots or actors he'll discuss the cinematography and lighting and how the color scheme didn't match in one scene, how different this film was compared to others from that director and that no one appreciates good quality film anymore
he doesn't want to hurt you but he'll do it anyway. don't cry in front of him because it will make him cry too. he'll take you out for ice cream and break the news there that the truth was all along: he never loved you.