Late night
Smoke’s rising from ***** ashtray
which you gave me once

I can’t sleep
Can’t bring myself to put away teddy bear
symbol of your love

It’s dark outside
You’re in another city with another man
Photo on my desk is here to remind

I’ve been with another women
cheated more than once
hurt you almost dozen times

You’re with someone who never
means to bring you harm
Clean, loving and faithful

First, I wanted this poem
to show you that love is always enough
but now I’m not sure

For I know what I’ve done
I know how unforgivable it is
and yet you still love me

Too late have I woken up
too long I’ve been ruining your life
too much you’ve suffered

I don’t dare to say I love you anymore
my heart is torn to pieces
my head aches, life wants to go

I know what I need to do
what is right for you
and lethal for me

But it’s so hard to write or say
or even think, so please
bear with me, bear with me

No words can tell how much
I’m sorry or how much
I want everything to be right

I’d do anything to chain you to me
anything to win your love
but that's not the problem, right?

The past has hunt you
the past has hunt me
the past has ruined our future

The past is me and my wicked deeds
forever written in you
and to rewrite them love’s not enough

I can’t ask you to give me another chance
I didn’t deserve a single one before
I don't deserve you

I must set you free of my being
I must leave and let you forget
for my crimes love’s not enough

Please don’t think I don’t love you
for it would be the biggest lie
I think about you all the time

I have no future without you
But darling I must let you go
you deserve happiness more than love

And to think that he gives you both
makes me want to **** myself
O, how much I was wrong

I have nothing to say to my defense
I can’t change what was done
But I love you with all my heart

Now I see what I need to do
now I’d do anything you want me to
Now I know you were the one

But for the past unchanging
for the pain I caused there is no cure
when love’s not enough

So please go now and never turn back
for you may oversee me dead or dying
and I don’t want you to think it’s because of you

Or please stay with me
and you’ll never hurt again
for I am changed

I know it came too late
hurt too much
and you’re afraid of the past

But I know I love you
and I know I need you
I know I could make much more than love

I could make you smile
I could make you happy
I could make love true again

I doesn’t matter if you love somebody else
or that you date some other guy
for I’ll always be yours

So now go or stay
but please don’t forget
that I hurt you but I also loved

Everything you did
and I will always remember
the children we planned to have

I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you, I love you
But then again, it’s not enough

Late night
you left, ashtray is broken into pieces
everything burns, everything’s lifeless
everything’s ash