Second hand secrets Bubbling bathtubs Drowning the dread Escaping evil Violent videotapes Sickening stories ******* and ******* Driving drunk Elaborating on the evening Vicious voices Warped whispering Only I can hear Oblivious to what was happening Sinking under the water Not wanting to come up for the desired air For I thought I could breathe underwater My lungs would fill with the air for fish My brain would explode I could hear the muffled screams But I liked it better under a world I barely knew no longer had I have to worry about what was above sea level For it didn't matter in my tattered mind My heart was pounding in my body Almost screaming and grabbing at my chest trying to pull me back up Gone girl Girl now gone