i didnt even like you that way i was only being nice but then you went and made it into something and i was trapped.. and i tried to leave but it felt wrong so i gave you a chance but even that felt wrong i knew i would hurt you but i was being selfish, taking you back for my own benefit i knew it was fake but what did i care as long as i had someone there we were two different people and i knew it would end you had to be the one to do it this time so i acted different and you saw you say i dont care but i do just needed a way to break you i loved him, it was never going to be you but he is gone and so i used you but as the days went on i wanted him more.. im sorry for treating you the way i did im sorry that it wasnt you im sorry that it had to be that way