My heart beats for you as my arms open to welcome you back to me. An urge for your voice has started. After many hours with tears and sadness. I'm afraid of losing you tonight again. Things have change but I'm still here thinking of you. I'm still waiting for you by the window and the ticking clock. You said I'll be there soon but only the night came with sounds that where not you. The shadow behind the curtains scares me. The walls are fadding and changing as I sit alone calling for you. What do I do?