Everyday the weather tastes like Amusement Park, drinking a glass of milk right after brushing my teeth reflects nice pop art, worthy of being hung on an imaginary wall! she loves me she loves me not she loves me she will riot, surely! I can already hear the fire. Where in the world is she now? Making angels in the Moroccan sand or... (well that's just it, if I had any idea I'd tell you) "I hear she lives in a big heritage home! struck thirteen various colors, making paintings with her heart!"
"No, no.. you got it all wrong! She's chewing on crayons and spitting out watermarks! Something to do with art, tho she was always fond of that stuff"
I'm walking past a bygone stucco house with a bold red sign plastered on the backyard entrance gate, it says "BEWARE OF DOG" across the street, a woman walks her Yorkie n' I laugh to myself.
Everything feels like icecream cones or romance movies, I don't know. All this traffic is flashier in the sunshine, the leaves on trees are glossy, just like Indonesia! (I miss it still) Mailboxes have sudden whales on them, decorated with the ocean or seashells or bikes leaned on an ivory fence and something as simple as a song can take you to a hot place where you can get away with wearing anything! Maybe an exotic hat..
People always asking me, first thing they say "Oh oh oh where is she now??" your guess is as good as mine I'm not gonna go looking she doesn't want to be FOUND see that ruins the whole point.. and really when I think about it all of us are slowly disappearing
These are the days of bus stops without needing a coat, journal entries I find impossible to decipher in the months past when they were written, souvenirs and misplaced phone numbers.. slowly evaporating to time + the sacred cross-continental. Days of leaving my umbrella behind to hang on the dusty closet handle, yellow fading out, that too, bygone.
Donovan's "Ferris Wheel" resonating thru my bedroom backdrop
"A silver bicycle you shall ride To bathe your mind in the quiet tide"
The bicycle comes closer by the day/ catching the heat of nearby July/ reflecting my decisions on it's mercury surface/
Somehow, my naive midnight Tofino phonecall to an eyeless air been answered here, in a different way than I expected but no less appreciated. Thank you.