i think we were both so high on the idea of finally having someone to combat the lonely nights that neither of us realized that maybe we weren't as in love as we thought
i loved the idea of you, the idea of being in love
you loved the idea of not being alone
so we settled and disguised our insecurities as "true love"
i thought i had fallen for you
but now i know that i never even leapt in the first place