How many times Can I drown myself in you Every time I see you know You are happy I think back on all those moments we shared Wernt you happy then too? How many times Can I drown myself in you God you were beautiful And you were mine We could spend hours doing nothing No words Just the feeling of our heart beats How many times Can I drown myself in you I just want to get over you So ******* badly But **** did you leave a hole in my heart That aches past midnight On days like today The day's the pills were a bit to late