Yesterday wasn't like all my other yesterdays. Yesterday I decided against my tired self. Yesterday I found comfort in a rope tied to a beam. Yesterday I saw warmth in being breathless. Yesterday I discovered reasons against today. Yesterday I found myself writing my last words. Yesterday I found myself a variation of Bach's final words. Yesterday I wrote 'don't cry for me when you find me- For I have gone where beauty in poetry was birthed'. Today I found myself a yesterday. Tomorrow I would have found myself a new yesterday, But today I have found that I was relieved.