do you ever feel,
so sad that,
your chest aches,
and you feel so numb,
and there's a big hole
right where your heart
should be,
like you don't matter,
like you're nothing,
and your life is nothing,
and you're just invisible,
you just want to lie in your bed,
and sleep for awhile,
sleep just for a very long time,
and possibly never wake up.
Do you ever feel that?
Cause that's how I always feel.