My heart cries out in agony and pain,
the tears shedding across my face
as I try to wipe the sorrow away.

My **** eyes betray me
and cry out what my voice
has shut out.

I feel useless, worthless,
so empty inside.
I want to cry out in joy,
but I cannot.

If I did who would hear me,
who would find any joy in my heart that I cannot?

My heart cries out in a deep sorrowful remorse
that cannot be consoled. Is there really joy in there?

There would be less pain if I poked my eyes out.

Those **** eyes.