Eyes wide, searching. Searching for the familiar in your eyes. Looking for a reflection of our home. Waiting for you to look back at me.

Steps turn to miles in the search for my soul , my life, my familiar . Miles and many lives searching for you. Will our search end in this one soon?

My hole grows bigger as the years slip by and I feel it's vastness is beginning to fill with loss and defeat.

My memory of you drives me still. Your breath on my face drives me. Our secrets drive me. The lost space drives me.

Eyes wide...searching. Still.