isn’t something we plan for it is just sort of given to us yes we have some guidance along the way but for the most part it is left up to us to figure it out we are thrown into this game of what is and what isn’t just to find out there isn’t that much at all there is just us being living getting on with **** it’s almost comical how something so precious to all of us in the end in the big scheme of things amounts to nothing more than what we make of it isn’t that funny