Two years since that morning.
Waking up to find that I had said goodbye
I said goodbye to a huge part of who I was.
It was not how I had intended it to be.
All that time spent holding onto it,
All of it withered away in one night.
One stupid drunken night
That night changed everything.
I have never regret the who
But the timing and everything else
That, I would change a thousand times over
This may feel like nothing, but for me it was a huge part of who I had always been.
22 years old
Single. Torn between two men I truly loved
This was not the way it was supposed to be.
Two years, yet it still feels like yesterday.