I wander through primordial moments when the tapping of a keypad becomes the substance of standing on the floor naked. ****** is truth. It is when the fabrics bought from corporate stores no longer disguise your carcass truth. I find myself yelling like a wounded animal dying. Pretending that the icicles shoved into my veins are only secret encounters. Nobody notices the contradiction of white flesh dripping blood. I hug the eggshells of words that will not be silenced anymore. They are my words. My truth. Unlike the falsehoods that will be contained in my obituary. Vacant phrases that shall inform of the dates and people connected to my worldview. I shall not be allowed to edit the content. Exposed like a rock left on the grass. Pick me up. Digest me. Tell stories of things I did, embellished as stories told tend to be. In my coffin, I shall be naked underneath the clothing. My truth will be not be set free.
We are all **** bodies fearful of confronting our truth.