In truth, he was an unflavoured soul, a vessel of despair fashioned in clay. A misfit of intense and wild emotions, that fled the world, gone astray.
He created his own sheltered universe from which he built a life of fear. Running, fleeing, his reality of disgrace which had defined his growing years.
Poor orphan child, a stranger to respect, who satisfied himself in his own eyes. Travelled like an ant away from the hill, to seek his space, to avoid hidden sighs.
The flesh can burn, the soul can wither like an empty cup left alone on the table. This he knew, for this was his existence. A world weary, tired, emotionally unstable.
And if he let a sleeping tear escape from untrusting eye that blinked in pain, he knew that strangers would object to any thought that he might complain.
Poor orphan child, man of no respect, who drifted like a leaf in a summer wind. His face a mask of tolerated stone, which hides his constant sense of sin.
What would his salvation prove to be? Oh soul, what is your purpose and plan? He would not know, he would not see, for little of reality did he understand.