It usually starts with a stare Then the water comes So much all at once Your next instinct is to run But instead you drop And let it come through you like a wave You grab both sides of your face Trying to make sure your still in one peace Then you starting to mumble as you remember "No" "I won't be able to handle it" Like a chant. Then you start yelling. "Shut up!" "Shut up!" Then as you start to calm down You start thinking again Then realized that you broke.