I make such effort to
reconcile what was thought
yesterday in dreams written
by capricious colors and shapes
with what was handed
down to me in the reality
of the situation. Scrambling
through madness chasing after
issues brought forth by
parents bestowing hope to what
should really be the hopeless.
Sarte taught us better
even still it appears self
determination is not enough
Not Enough.
Those words clamor through
every facet of my existence
somehow
still
not enough
still
still
not enough
_ _ _
"Everything’s gonna be alright",
Words I can't understand.
So I push forward without consent
To the place where the road end.