It’s hard. You know, it’s hard. It’s hard to leave the house not knowing who you are. It’s hard sitting here trying to write a poem better than my last - What words sound good? It’s hard getting up in the morning to waste my life away at a desk. It’s hard to make decisions without knowing the consequences. It’s hard to quit smoking cigarettes when you don’t necessarily care that they are slowly killing you. It’s hard to go to school so you can make a ton of money just to wind up in a **** ton of debt. It’s hard to deal with heartbreak especially when it’s happened dozens of times.
“It’s going to get easier.” I tell that to people that are having a rough time doing whatever in the hell they complain about. I should listen to my own advice. But it’s hard.
Want to know what’s easy? Love. It’s easy to love a movie. It’s easy to love a dog. It’s easy to love another person. Love is easy. we need more love. Less bills, less complaining, less drama, less self doubt, and insecurities.