She wants so badly to better herself to get an education and to love herself To learn more about independence and become that But how do you better yourself when your legs don't work because your mind doesn't want them to How do you get an education when your eyes cannot stay open because you were up the previous night trying to find one reason not to **** yourself How do you become independent when you have only ever watched the women in your life lean on a man How do you become something when you believe that you are nothing
I seem to have forgotten how to write again. I haven't felt this bad in ages and I don't think it's going away this time. Even if I tried, I could not express this amount of pain in words. Unexplanatory and excruciating