I have lived my life without regret or remorse till now.. I with all my heart wished that people would just understand Now i'm in a room with people who want to help but don't know how too.. My parents believe i'm sick i know whats wrong but i am unable to speak.. Now i am a burden on there lives and i wish with all my heart that they would just wish me well and all my pain would be washed away.. Now i am nothing more then any other human being in the world...