when the years pass with only a change in date and the last thing you said to a friend was how wonderful their christmas card seemed after four seasons of no words to speak of the time has come, when the sunset falls short of waking you each morning as it used to if your teens are gone, and your twenties rolling have the best years been lived out too? and the first and best love is all you have ever had and you hide from life behind your idea of living but you are bitter and know it, feel there is no change other than to move, to go, to see, to feel differently.