A me that doesn't involve you

A person with no thoughts
A person full of shots
*****
***
and gin

Consumption of feelings for a person that never could begin

A person with a mind
That you could never relate
A person with beliefs
bigger than our fate

A person
Something you may never know
Because you fooled me into thinking you cared
I didn't think you'd ever go

But now that you have,
I thank you for leaving how you did
Leaving me with endless thoughts
I always knew you were childish but you've proven you're still just a kid

A kid who made me change
Into a me I never again would want to be
I sit here
A me, that doesn't involve you
For now it is different, but soon, I will be happy too