Tight and taut, full of muscles and sinew. Strong lines that defined the leaving . I always make sure I remember these details, the way they move and go on their own way. Like lines of the a palm, the coolness of breath and a deer stare . theΒ Β curve of a hip and the harshness of their gentle touch and words, wishing they would stay and get to know the real me. The line " I'm used to it" is getting old and I desperately want someone to be mine. For once in my life, I'm tired of the leaving.