As I lay my head down on the pillow, thats when you decide to pay me a visit. So dark and abusive, But also deafening & exquisite. For days you can take over my life causing me pain and strife. You creep on me calmly, yet sharp as a knife. You darken my mind and flood my thoughts. Leaving me Desolated as if it were my fault. I wake up every morning and i try and i try. But you just transform and tell me a lie. As I smile and laugh you're no longer inside. But what i fail to realize is that you are very much alive, Dark Matter.