Cigarette smoke sits, silently; looming like a cancerous cloud, caressing each & every corner of this rather rainy region (room). Sitting, slightly, similarly - I sip my creamless coffee, contemplating consciousness and similar such subjects. We sit dissipating in the darkness, my thousand thoughts & I; so strange and always astonishing. Blinding sights & bizarre sounds go seen and heard - but never reasonably recorded. There's constant communication - but an inability to grasp and produce the words - - that feel right. So, I sit - so habitually - searching for signals in the chalky coffee beans below the last liquid drips of my mug.