I am pining a princess
who has been magnificent
since, a time, long, long ago;

long before
  I made out who it was, I was;

long before
  my foolish, baby lips beared fuzz;

long before
  life smacked me upon the head,
  quite abrupt;

long before
  I f'cked, oh, so many things up.

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She is a mythical folklore
that I pray in the future, stored,
will become reality.

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Oh! how silly of me..

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I could have swore 
I had another pack of cigarettes.

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I must've ignored 
how much I had smoked,
contemplating this life's regrets. 

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In my dungeon, you'll find me choked-
up; wishing the day we met-
went better than it had.

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I'm going mad.   --