I want your hands to be permanently fitted around the edges of my mattress I want you to know what your name sounds like in every octave of my screams I want you to kiss the carpet burns on my knees I want my heartbeat to run through your veins with your hands wrapped around my throat I want you to know every square inch of my room in the dark I want the missing puzzle piece to my bedroom to be in the shape of you I want to memorize every inch of your body in every light I want your fingerprints to be permanently impressed on my thighs I want my handprints to decorate your mirror I want you to say my name when the waiter asks for your order I want the neighbors to know when I've spent the night I want to know what it's like to be a piece of art pinned against your wall I want to record the symphony of our bodies colliding and listen to it when I can't sleep at night I want to be an abstract artist who sketches on your back and calls it "lust" I want you to go to church to repent the sins of the night before But I want you to know what heaven feels like