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Izzy Nolan
Poems
Dec 2011
all i need is you needing me.
i am more than the words he spits in
my face when he is too angry to care
how heavy and hurtful they might be
i am entirely too silent and breathing
smoke into my innocent lungs that i did
not choose to inhale in the first place
i am alone in a classroom filled with
twenty-eight other students because i
can't bear the thought of rejection
i am the youngest sibling watching her
oldest brother fall to pieces on the
back porch while her mother screams
i am the only daughter listening to her
youngest brother say he doesn't care
about his family enough to live closer
i am not worth the spare change in
your wallet or an unsealed letter missing
a stamp and return address to home
i am not worth the torn edges of my
unused history book or scarred knuckes
from holding my own hand too hard
i am hardly worth the free time you
have while you're doing your homework
and think it's okay to text me lies
i am quieter nowadays because you
told me one time when i wasn't speaking
anymore that i meant something to you
i am the girl who wants olive skin and
brighter eyes and a golden crown of hair
that might make you think you love me
i am sitting at a table full of people who
say they love me but don't know anything
about me except what i decide to tell them
i am often alone on holidays because i
tend to lose interest in things that
represent temporary smiles and affection
i am telling all these lies with my bitten
fingernails and backwards hiccups but
there might be a little truth in it all
i am no longer talking myself out of
falling for you because i've convinced
myself that you might be worth it
written december 2010.
Written by
Izzy Nolan
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