this little green monster,
of envy
and jealousy,
festering inside me -
is slowly growing,
to try and
consume
my whole body.

With every molecule
of my being
I try to lock it away,
never to be heard from again.

But he is strong.
He is fighting.
And he soon will win.
                                                                                                                                         I don't know how much longer
                                                                                                                                                         I can battle with him.