Yes she leaves me. Yes she forgot me. You know what really matters to me? Seeing you in my entire day, in my entire whole life was GREAT and very SPECIAL to me. Even I have so many problems; you’re there to cheer me up. Yes you’re right that I can’t handle myself without you. Because I know my other half of my life was you. I don’t think so if you too. I hate being alone! I hate being sad. Knowing you’re making effort to make me smile, Let’s say it is not an effort to you, but for me IT IS. I appreciate Little Things. Especially coming from you. I laugh with your simple jokes coz you’re so VERY FUNNY! I really love you! Deep within my heart. Remember the day that I tell you you’re my Best Friend? It’s actually Christmas Eve. All of that was TRUE. A lot of things that we’ve been through. And it’s all WORTH IT. Worth it for being with you. Worth it of having a best friend like you. You’re other half of your mind saying, “What if she didn’t leave me” “What if I will never notice you?” “Would I still call you my Best Friend?” You’re thoughts was great. Because, You’re right! She didn’t leave me. She’s here in my heart. I didn’t forget her. You know, I’m super duper happy when I met you. In my vocabulary, I never forget anyone. It is impossible that I will not notice you anymore. As I said, you’re my other half. I will never allow myself to forget you. Yes YOU!! I will call you BEST FRIEND and more than that. But, in this sentence “But I guess not now, not now” My heart aches :( It hurts. It’s really hurts. (don’t know why) Well, we don’t know what would happen in the near future. Still, in my heart, you’re my best friend, sister, partner in crime, and the best of the best – friend. I really loved you. That is really matters for me. You’re the most valuable gift that I received from GOD. Remember that.