I slide in and out of my room, closing the door ever-so-gently, I don't come back until the break of dusk. Sometime later. I feel like I can't go into my own apartment, I cannot trust myself to leave any doors open, Or even leave my toothbrush not hidden. I fear the creaking of the shadow in the other room. They live with nothing. They live with horror, and muster up terror. I am afraid of seeing the shadows utter in the space of our apartment. The sun doesn't shine on our space, it burns it.